Some days, like today, I feel like I am able to actually accomplish everything that I set out for the day. I made fun plans, and moved through the day effortlessly. We went to the beach, and then had a playdate, and then went to a neighbourhood party at a splash pad and made new friends there. It was a day of being active, being outdoors, spending time with others, feeling connected to the great heartbeat of the world. Feeling in the zone.
Oh, how I wish I felt this way every day.
I've had a lot of highs and lows lately, or maybe I'm just becoming more aware of them, and they are not really anything unusual.
This fall, I'm going to be the coordinator for a weekly children's program, which is something new for me. I'm not used to being in leadership roles. I need to really get my head in the game, to make this happen! I am a chronic procrastinator. I have good people helping me, though, so I know I can lean on them when I need to. Delegating is a sign of a good leader, right?!
Scratch that... I just remembered that I was the leader of the yearbook club in high school. I kinda sucked at that. My sister and best friend essentially took over the role for me. However, that was a long time ago. My past performance does not dictate the present. We are all new in each moment, and can make different choices. If I believe I can do it, then I can.
So, this is me, cheering me on! Go, me!
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